I see myself from the outside; I see myself from the inside.
I am standing in between.
It isn’t me what I see. I am different.
You look at me and you recognize me.
I am trying the same thing: I would like to recognize me.
But I always get a different picture.
I’d like to be like you: I wished I could see me as you see me.
In one clear picture.
Otherwise, it is so confusing.
Is it better to be concentrated on the moment and the details in life? Or is it worthwhile to have the big picture in mind?
When I see the big picture, I see all the details which aren’t the way I would like to have them to be. It is like a Swiss cheese landscape with holes.
When I try to concentrate on the moments in life, I am stuck to the details which are annoying me by their imperfection.
So, what is the best way to look at things?
I guess it needs a solution in between.